Suis je ferme assez pourtant...

I don’t want to sleep just because I know how hard tomorrows going to be for me. How weird and saddening it’s going to feel to go to uni then come home and not see him… and that’s how it’s going to feel every single day of uni for the rest of the year. I hate feeling so hollow… trying to be happy takes so much energy. People say cheer up, but what are you supposed to do? Just fake it for other people’s happiness. So that they don’t have to feel bad because someone in the world isn’t as happy as they are all the time. Now who’s being selfish.